December 2010
Don't know what to do
My family are all such douchebags that just being around them makes me feel like crap. And they make me do things that make me out to be a jackass even though it’s not really my fault. And they talk so much crap behind people’s backs that it makes me just want to apologize to those people whenever I see them.
God, this sucks so much. And I can’t even do a single fuxxing thing...
X-mas!
Pretty good Christmas. I got Risk, and scribblish. And a pretty bracelet. And two new ds games.
And two escape the fate CDs(which I loves btw) but no cd player to listen to them on. :( really upset about that.
And of course, no computer-but I would just be silly if I’d expected that.
But I was really really really hoping for a cd player. I wouldve even been grateful for a portable cd...
School.
breatheandtouchthesky:
cinderellasummers:
Walking to school: Morning lessons: Break with friends: Realizing we had homework: Guessing the answer to a question and getting it right: Lunch: Hearing a secret about someone: Overhear someone bitching about me: Last lesson: Getting home:
and then they cycle starts all over again…
Crying.
barely even fucking know why i am, but i am.
and i can’t stop.
everything has been pissing me off today. and i thought i could finally escape by going to my best friend’s house. but my goddamn mother won’t even let me do that.
oh, yeah, and i haven’t even been able to hang out with my best friend for like 3 weeks.
i can’t even use my computer as an escape because...
Me: If we were in a band and I could choose anywhere in the world for us to play, I would definitely pick Antarctica
Alexis: Who would we be playing for?!
Me: We would play for the penguins... and we could charge them shiny rocks.. and steal all their women!
solo?
soo, i’m seriously considering doing a solo for like my chorus midterm.
but, i really need someone who will listen to me sing and honestly tell me how i sound. and also, if i can’t sing in front of them then i’ll know that i wouldn’t be able to do a solo.
>.<
the song is “I’m Alive” by Becca…. I’m in love with it. xP
